Hello friends, I am here.

I’m back around Tumblr and stuff. 

Shut down my Facebook account. 
Getting away from the bullshit is a nice thing.

Anonymous asked: I saw your post on suicide. What happens if people don't listen, or what if you don't want anyone to feel sorry for you? And you act happy and act like everything is okay because you don't want people to pity you or tell you to "get over it" and you do everything you can to distract yourself. And sometime it annoys people and they don't get that all you need is a distraction

Hey you pretty much summed up my life. 

The internet is my distraction. 

I personally use the internet to learn as much coding languages as I can. 

To make games, bots, etc. Something that’ll make people happy, or something that people can use. — Just in case the time does come, there’s something people can remember me for I guess.

But — Suicide should never be the option. 
If you’re feeling suicidal, you need to think about what’s wrong.

A lot of teenagers are suicidal because they feel alone. 
They feel as if they can’t do anything to make themselves be better. 
Or they are upset of what others think of them.


It’s all just a matter of being optimistic, I guess. 
Even if you think you know deep down you’ll never be happy, keep telling yourself you will.

Seek happiness instead of sitting there sad. 
Do things that you enjoy. Talk to people that make you smile. 

If you want more people to talk to, meet new people. 
Make new friends.

If it’s bullying or anything like that that makes you upset, then simple ignore them. Know that these people won’t be here for the rest of your life. 

If you put the effort into making yourself happy, you’ll more than likely succeed. 

Sooner or later things DO get better. People don’t seem to want to believe that.

Suicide

Suicide isn’t something that should be joked around about. 

It isn’t something that should be glorified and it isn’t something that should be considered romantic, or beautiful, or anything like that. 

It sure as hell isn’t something that people use to make others feel bad, or to get attention. 

Suicide is suicide. 
It’s someone’s life. Ending. No more living. DEAD.

NEVER COMING BACK NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO

For people to act like suicide is something that should be glorified really sicken me. 

And for the people who threaten to kill themselves just to make someone feel bad, you’re the literal definition of pathetic. 

You don’t understand how bad it is to know that you caused someone to kill themselves, or that you’re the reason why someone’s life ended. 

To anyone that feels trapped, suicidal or that they don’t have anyone.. You’re not alone. There’s millions of people who feel the same way you do.

And there’s always someone out there willing to listen to you and help you with your problems. 

ohheyvict0ria:

Oh hey look it’s the fault in our stars

ohheyvict0ria:

Oh hey look it’s the fault in our stars

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My fiance makes fun of me for being “too tumblr”

well friCK YOU BABE :( 

freshprinceofthefayz:

fangpants:

best part is that it’s even scarier when they lift the cup and nothing is there and they think it got out

i think you need a nap satan

freshprinceofthefayz:

fangpants:

best part is that it’s even scarier when they lift the cup and nothing is there and they think it got out

i think you need a nap satan

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